Those Eyes...

This came to me dead in the middle of the night as a mixture of some insane deep thoughts or as a dream or mixture of both, but i felt i should write this down so i did...
as my friend put it "So u had a Jerry Mcguire experience huh?" well yes i had... so here goes



i saw in those eyes,those beautiful eyes.. i knew i loved her, i couldnt stop, i pulled her close and looked in those eyes,those deep eyes , i could get lost in them for eternity... so beautiful...

she looked at me, i could sense nervousness in them,i could feel her quiver...
i couldnt resist... she tried to pull away but i pulled her back... she said let me go... i said nothing...
i just carassed her cheek with back of my fingers, i just gently blowed away the fringe of hair from her face.. pulled back those locks of hair behind her ear...

i felt her tensed.. she was so beautiful, she was so serene... i knew i loved her long before i met her..
i lifted her hand pulled it closer and kissed it... still closer she came .. closer and closer .. finally i could feel her breath. i could smell her hair...
she buried her head in my chest.. i held her just like that...

i could live my life with just this moment as a memory..
i felt her melt... i felt as if i had world in my arms...

i lifted her chin .. and saw that lovely face,closed eyes.. as if they dont know what to expect, maybe they dont want to expect anything, expecting this moment should froze forever..

and those set of eyes opened .. they looked at me....
wow, i thought this moment will never end.. but it was not to happen as she looked at me.. suddenly the harsh reality came with force . she backed out...
she remembered she was nothing more than a friend to me... she had never thought of me . the way i thought of her...
she never loved me the way i did..

and she backed out .. i just stood there ,standing in the rain..
she left me a rose in the rain... from which the smell had already gone out...


"No girl was hurt directly or indirectly while writing this piece of work...
all the work is purely fictious and imaginary, if any resembelence occur to real life incident then its completly incidental and author should not be held respoinsible"

The Day that came and Gone and is never going to come again or shall I say Gone with the wind……

And then the day really came... the day I was really not prepared for....

Our Farewell day........

This in short meant we were being officially kicked from our college....

Our OWN college for 3 years (in my case for 2 years but nonetheless it was worth 3 years)

n now iam a passed out.... just a bystander to all the college activities that i was part off....

Nothing more....does that make me sad ....I don’t know...

I met some of my best friends of my life in college.... so there is no Question of missing them because u don’t miss best friends even if you are away or not in touch... you are always close to each other...

but still now as i think of the future.... i wonder where will be everyone in span of say.. 5 years...

Will some of us will be married and even have kids???? i don’t know......

I see how it will go...

for the first 3 months we all be very much in touch with each other....we will call each other, we will meet each other....then as the time passes... calls will be less frequent....and within 6 months calls will come down to SMS and within 1 year I guess we will be finding reasons to SMS or call each other....n only 2-3 or less than that will actually take efforts to be in touch....

I really hope that’s not the case.....and i want to be proved wrong...

Someone asked me will i miss my college? ..........hell yes i would...

there are people who will tell they will miss all the masti they did in college but u know what ill miss (considering that people think iam studious kind ....well to some extent iam...) I’ll miss the way we slogged for hours for tomorrows submissions.. ya i know its not worth remembering but come on admit it you are not going to do that again....that’s a part n parcel of college life .... Everybody remembers the way they had fun but this is also a type of fun isn’t it???

yeah i had my share of fun...(and that did reflect in my second years marks :-) )....for full 1 year i dint know the existence of one lecture (didn’t know how did i missed that ;-) ) ...in second year my attendance in Chinaman ( a so called Chinese restaurant in front of our college ) was more than my attendance in college lectures....but i will also remember the fun i had during lectures in third year.....(remember the time in Tanuja madams lecture in front the whole class i repeated her exact lines "U r in TY now"....or the case when i sent a message to whole class on their UNIX terminal in Sushma madams lecture...) and the list still continues.....

I experienced many things in College.... Companionship, friendship, hate, jealousy, love, romance (hmm not actually….. but I can say at least of my share, towards the end and don’t come after me who all don’t know cause iam not going to tell it’s my secret) and much more i cant describe…….

Well enough of that It’s a closed chapter...now its new College, new friends (without forgetting Old friends) and a whole New dimension to life but still i think its never going to leave me......

So, here’s to the new chapter in my life........

CHEERS........

well the first one

well finally started this .........
cause i was becoming lazy n thought should do atleast somthing................